Fafa Effa

2011-10-20T20:08:00.007+08:00

2011-10-20T18:20:00.003+08:00

201011, yesterday we had a surprise for Ms Koh. tell me who didnt miss Ms Koh badly?! i do miss her alot. well, she've been teaching me for 2.5 years and if i say that i didnt miss her alot, it means that i am lying to myself. all these while, i've been treating her as my friend and not a teacher. Ms Koh and Ms Ho will always be there for me whenever i need help. hmmmmmph. there is something that i wanna tell and post on this blog but i'm not sure if i should post it now or not. maybe not now but when the time is right then i will post what i wanna post. for mean time, whenever i'm down, i will always look and listen to INFINITE MV. well, in INFINITE, my bias is L KIM MYUNG SOO

this is a picture of my bias, L KIM MYUNG SOO<3 he's handsome right?^^

2011-10-09T11:54:00.000+08:00

091011, didn't know that its been a long time I never update my blog. Many things had happen these few Damnys andd mmonths. sometimes, whatever happened to me had always been this kind of state. I meann like, for me holding onto a 1year and 7months feeling is like hoping a false hope that me and my friends surely know for sure that it will never ever come to a true thingy. every night, I used to feel that "wahhhh. when will all thIs things going to end? till when I'm going to hold on to a false high hopes? am I beIng too selfish that I want him all by myself? I'm too stubborn to hear what all my ffriends had advice me." and last night, exactly at 0000hours, I whatsapp Ms Diana Ho telling her that "Maybe its time for me to let him go. that girl is really into hIm. I cant be selfish to myself by wanting him. he needs life too. maybe he is not for me but for that girl. yeaaa. i realise who am i to hold onto him for 1years and 7months. i dont want this high false hopes to get me drown into nowhere, into a big forest where i cant even find my way out. as if im trapped inside that forest. i dont want this feelings to forget who i am actually. i dont wish to pretend anymore. thats it. im just gonna let him go. if really no else like him, then ill just wait till someone can open my heart and accept me in whatever condition im at. all i want is for him to be happy. maybe i cant be the one who can make him happy. maybe she is the one who can make him happy. even if thats true, i will still be happy for him. eventhough i know that i cant be the one who make him happy." i just wanna wish both of them best of luck. i dont wanna be hurt anymore. all i want is to say thanks to him. thanks for making me wanna study. thanks for all this while that he advice me not to got ite but to go sec 5. thanks for making me happy whenever im down. thanks for all the memories i had during ncc training. whenever i cry, i always remember what you said. you once said that "if you scared, just look at me. im gonna smile and your scared feelings will be disappeared." you said that during the spect course in school. when we were doing the drills. you stand exactly infront of me and smile. thats the day i will never ever forget. and i also remember when we go to gold wing course, i cried cause mom scold me. all you do is telling me stop crying. and the date is on 170310. that is the day and date that i start liking you. okayy. thats it. I dun want to have feelings anymore. i just wanna treat you as a normal friend. yeaaa. thats the end i guess. byebye.

2011-05-23T19:29:00.003+08:00

230511 , monday..errrrm..today is kindda okok day for me..well..after all these days , what i want it to be turns out the opposite way..today , rafidah , amalina and jannah went for their sec3 camp..hmmmph..today , at school during break time , i was totally pissed out..well , now , i decided to let my heart free..there is no need for me to keep my heart in a safe box anymore..after a year and five months passed, everything back to normal i guess..after all these years ive been keeping that heart of mine inside a safe box, i can totally give it a freedom..for the passed a year and five months , i can say that sometimes , i can really feel regret but sometimes , i appreciate it..maybe it is too young for me to like someone but it is no wrong for me to have a feelings for other race..i just totally dont get it..why do people kept on forcing me to forget that person just because he is a chinese ? It is not wrong , right ? I mean like , it is my problem laa who i wanna like ..it is JUST a "crush"..it is not that i wanna marry that person laaa..it is not wrong what..idk why some people tend to be sooo bias..please la ehkk..i TOTALLY SICK AND TIRED OF THIS PEOPLE..GET A LIFE LAA..if your own life is in some miserable state , get it a proper solution to work things out first then can help others..i appreciate alot if you wanna help mebut i'm sorry..i just dont wantto recieve any help from anyone for time being..i need time to be alone..to settle down all this hurtful thingy..honestly speaking, i kindda sad when some people talked bad about him..idk what is so bad about him that many people "hate" and talk bad about him.. But then now , i feel as if i got no more feelings.. I was totally mad at him and i did block him at my msn..i'm sorry..Yes , i did block him but i dont feel any regrets feeling.. I think , that is the best and only way for me to forget him..-sigh deeply- i never regret myself for liking him since 170310 but i regret on myself for writing a letter on 270411..hmmmmph..27 is my birthdate and 04 is his birthday month.. Wow.. Now that i blocked him at my msn , we can no longer chat anymore..maybe that is the best way..all i wanna tell him is that i wish a "goodluck" for his O-level..afterall , i wont be seeing him anymore next year in secondary school..and i wontbe thinking of him anymore..i guess , i am a "toy" towards everyone i liked..yea people..i USED to LIKED someone from USS sec 4 express and he is a chinese guy..but now , i dont think so the feeling is still in my heart..i guess thats all for today..will share lots more.some other time(:

from ;
Saffa<3L.Kim

2011-05-17T12:07:00.003+08:00

Okay people..i'm freaking bored now..errrr..i created a formspring accout few days passed..you know , i kindda noob at first cause i dont really know how to use it..but then..after a day passed by , i start to know how to use already..haha..errrr..one more thing , i super damn freaking shock when i saw that person have a formspring too!!!damn!!everything also have..haish..then one more thing , errrr..idk who is this person uhh..is it a boy or girl , i'm not that sure , asked me question like "who is your current crush" la and so on..wahhhh..kpo sia..haha..and somemore , the worst thing is that idk why evryone seriously asked me about who i like? Errrr..why are they seriously wanna know ? Errrr..what is it that they really really wanna know sooooooo much ? Errr.. Let me tell you who i like.. I like my family , my cat , myself , my friends , my cousins and my aunties and unclpes..hahaha..kpo uhhhh..haha..ask me la at formspring if you really wanna know..haha..i dare you(: hahaha..and please laaaa..if you not a coward person , tell me yoir name okay ? Haha..

2011-05-15T21:10:00.002+08:00

150511, wahhh..long time i never post..haha..you know wad , mid-year end already..very happy you knoe..haha..well..i wanna say thanks to unni and him for teaching me..haha..unni , thanks alot..you motivated me to study well for my mid year..haha..i think , if you never motivated me , i would have been rot till mid year over..haha..errrr..to him , thanks for testing me chemistry..haha..well , what you tested me got come out on the paper..i am superduper happy when that question came out..i smile bigbig you know..haha..like a crazy and senile girl..haha..errrr..congratz on getting 20.5/25..haha..happy for you..if like that must do well le for O-lvl..haha..hmmmph..this year your last year in secondary school..after that , wont be able to see you anymore le..i scare if once you no longer in this sch , i will becomin more worse sia..omg!!haha..no la..jokin only..mayb after you left this sch , imma gonna open my heart for thw real mr perfect..no longer have "crazy shadow" towards you..haha..errrrr..must go poly hor!!hehe..i guess thats all le..haha..bye! ! Wait for my next post(: love you guys alot!!<3<3<3<3

2011-04-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

270411 , i wrote him a letter . Idk how come i can be that brave to wrote him a letter . I really shocked and surprised . But , wad the hell ! -sigh- how i wish if i really tell him , tell him that probably the last thing that i wanna tell . Err . WAD THE HELL ! I think too much . Seriously damn too much . Err . Why didn't i have the courage to ask him just now when he chat with me at 1835hours ? Why SAFFA ?! WHY ?! Why didn't you ask him ?! Why didn't you have the courage and guts to ask him ?! Damn ! Seriously , i don't feel like looking at him anymore . I don't want the awkward feeling ! I try to treat him as a friend but i can't ! Wad the hell ! I try to like someone else but i can't . Funny sia ! Haish . The longest person that i like is that particular boy . Err . I never had a 1 year and 1 month and 10 days liking someone . Never been that long . Err . Sometimes , i try to ask myself , "wad so good about him?why i like him among many other people?why must it be him?why can't i like other people?why everything i do always think of him?why?!" err . Why is there many "why" in my question ? Err . To unni and nadra , if you too were reading this post , i'm sorry . I FORCE myself to say to both of you that "I'M FINE . Don't worry about me :) " err . Actually , i'm not fine . I'm sorry for lying to you both . I just don't want you both to worry about me so much . i'M SORRY UNNI AND NADRA . I don't wanna hurts you both . That's why i said that i'm fine and i'm okay . Sorry girls . No matter wad , i will still heart you both . Thank you so much cause you both were there for me . Thank you <3 , sweeties , babes :) thank you once again .

2011-04-14T00:17:00.002+08:00

stupid people did stupid things . But if clever people did stupid things , it means they are stupid . Now , everythings had come to an end . After all these days , i realise something . No matter wad i did , things will just remain the same or it turns the opposite way . Now , my ears are stuck with a song title "if i let you go" . The lyrics that makes me thinking of you is " once again i thinkin about , take in the easy way out . but if i let you go , i will never know . Wad my life would be holding you close to me . Will i ever see , you smiling back at me ? How will i know . If i let you go . " damn ! The songs really makes me a lot of thinkin sia ! Haish . 2nd song that stuck in my ears is "why do i love you?" the song lyrics at the chorus part is " why do i love you ? Don't even want to . Why do i love you like i do ? Like i always do . You should have told me . Why did you have to be untrue ? Why do i love you like i do . Can't go back . Can't erase . Baby your smiling face . Oh no ! I can't think of nothing else but you .. Suddenly.. " aiyo ! Nowadays , dunnoe why i very emo . Not emo la but suddenly kindda sad wen alone . I will surely daydreaming whenever i'm alone or doing something else . Guess , all my friends notice it . Gotta remove this feelings as soon as possible . Boy , if you wanna know how is my heart feels now , it feels really sucks . I always feel the pain but i don't know why . You know , just now after school , i kindda sad when i did look at you but you like give me the damn bullshit face . You know how heartbroken am i seeing all these ?! You don't know cause you don't really know how my feelings for you . For the passed a year liking you , it still remains the same . Now that this year is your last year is unity , do you think i'm happy ?! During last day of ncc trainin , do you think i happy ?! Yes , i did smile and looks happy but inside of me ?! No one knows that I'M CRYING FOR YOU ! I KINDDA SAD THAT LAST NCC TRAINING IS MY LAST DAY WITH YOU ! DO YOU KNOW HOW HEARTBREAK I AM ?! Do you ?! NO , YOU DON'T . YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL ! YOUR LAST YEAR IN THIS SCHOOL IN YEAR 2011 , IS LIKE MY LAST YEAR OF LIVING WITHOUT YOU . Whenever i did something , i gave myself a motivation . All i did , i told myself , "come on girl . Just pretend that he is there and cheering you to do every single things . " you know how foolish i am when i re-think about this ?! I feel so stupid for doing stupid things . My tears that are gone , is like gone for nothing good . YOUR LAST YEAR IS LIKE MY MISERABLE YEAR FOR ME ! I scare i can't be myself when you are gone . Is like no one supporting me . Gosh ! Wad the hell wrong with me right now ?! Everything i did , surely got something to do with you . I don't wanna think of it . So , i'll say this .
" boy , thanks for everything that you've done for me . The supports that you gave me during the spec course at school with sir . It will be a lie if i say i don't remember how you always make me laugh in terms when i'm down . Everything that you did , always make my life happy and always sunshine so brightly . Now , i'm gonna miss your laughing , the way you talk , your smile , the way you treat me nicely , your nice eyes and the way you cheer me up when i'm down . Thanks for everything boy . This one year , i guess , it really meaningful and sweet for me . All the sweet and bitter memories will be kept safe in my heart . Boy , no matter wad , you should know that i always like you . "

[MV][ENG + ROM + HAN] OneWay - Rainy Days Feat. 2PM Jun.K (Junsu) [Korea...

2011-02-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

2010-11-19T01:37:00.007+08:00

"ouh tuhan tolonglah aku,
janagan kau biarkan diriku,
jatuh cinta,
kepadanya..
sebab,
andai itu terjadi,
akan ada hati yang terluka,
tuhan tolang.,diriku.."

hmmmph..why must it be me??why should it be me?why am i the one who hurt??why??WWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY?!!!!the only thing that i did is that i had told him that,"i dun like malay and indian boy but chinese..and also,the boy is from express.."if only he understood what does that mean..haish..the boy is you le..get it??please..why is it so hard for me to tell you the truth??why??if only you know the truth,at least i wont be like this..it is damn hard for me you know..it's okay if you dun like me n im not forcing you to like me but at least,know the truth then my heart will be less hurt..at least you know that i like you and i'll be able to relieve with peace..think about it..i never ever felt like this before and this gonna be my first and last time having this kind of feeling for you boy..

2010-11-02T23:32:00.001+08:00

Today

9:28pm

HUN ING O~

Tall uh?

9:28pm

ermm..think so ba..taller than you ^^

haha

lol

no la

not huning la

anyhow~!

9:29pm

=.=

Lame ley

=.=

9:30pm

you argh!!who ask u start it first?

btw,u cursed me argh??i juz now late go sch sia..

get scolded by teacher

9:31pm

HAHGAA

SAD O

SAY I LATE BECOME YOU LATE

HAHA

9:32pm

quiet argh~!lucky teacher give chance sia..haish..

ur fault argh

9:33pm

Ya lor my fault

=.=

Next yr I go Ur class leh

Tcher dw let me go 4E

9:33pm

huh~?!!

9:33pm

Wan I go 4NA

9:33pm

serious?

9:33pm

HAHAH KIDDING

=.=

9:33pm

--''!!!

trick me argh?

9:34pm

Yes

9:34pm

for wad argh?~!

9:34pm

Fun!

9:35pm

=.="

not fun okay!!

lucky i nvr believe!!

9:36pm

Lame la saffa

Fei

9:39pm

=="

wadeva~!

9:39pm

LOL HAHA

9:39pm

not funny

9:39pm

K la~

9:39pm

lol

9:40pm

Nothing

Still got what thing

I mean like those things

9:40pm

those?meaning?

9:40pm

Hahaha very interesting to hear

Those la=.=

anyone like ft? HAHHA

9:41pm

ft?

ehk

talk properly can or not?

9:41pm

Can..

Zzz

9:42pm

--"

9:42pm

=.=?

9:42pm

wad those thing??

i dun understand

9:48pm

ehk noob..i need ur help

10:07pm

Hmm?

What help

11:01pm

sowie late reply..

hope u hvn sleep

erm..

11:14pm

harlo??

11:15pm

how you chinese people celebrate chinese new year?

2010-08-16T17:04:00.002+08:00

160810..wad is good for me is good for you too..we both had a crush on someone but we were together..we lied to each other..i dont wanna anyone to get hurt just because of this u know??i really want a long rest..we are tired with the game am i right??i super tired,u also..but why are we still ttogether???i know that sometimes we are happy but at the same times,we kept on remember someone which don't belong with either of us..n let me tell u the truth,i did this cause at first,i thought that i could forget him when im with you but it turns out to be a 'NO' answer..im sorry kay???i dont really mean to be that kind of girl..futhermore,i can't continue with this relationship anymore..we are not happy u know..n im afraid if this continue,it gonna affect your studies..from here,i wanna end this blog..im sowie if there's a mistake that i've done..but let me tell u once again..you are the only person i turst:)

love,
Saffa Dinah

2010-07-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

130710..yooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!!!MISS YOU SUPER MUCH~!!!!hmmmph..if only i can see you 24hrs,super hapie sia..*wth~!she super kpo sia[jingying]..*hmm..u!!i miss u!!!haha..i think i wanna see you..u appeared in my dreams soo many times le..plsplspls..i thought that the last time i saw u is at ********...but my mind totally wrong..i saw u again at cckcc..u n ur fwens wanna watch soccer~!!argh~!pssst..boring le~!!!!!!!!!wanna die le..my phone battery low~!help me le la~!!!ystrdy is the worst day for me i guess..idk y but i guess everything juz not the right thing that hapen..lucky didnt do it for the third time..if not,idk la..kindda sad of wad had happen..everyone kindda ask me wad happen ystrdy..hmmmph..wad had happen only me,fidah,jannah, and amalina know..not the odrs..=.="sowie people:D i think datz all for today..

2010-06-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

i hate you!!! I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!N i really mean wad i say..GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no more space in my heart for you..my heart full of my family love,my dearest cousin sistaz n brotherz,my beloved grandma and my fwenJINGYING..i hate you!!u've poison me!!
"Why are you like this to me why?why on earth you were like that to me and made me cry?it was so wrong that you had to throw away everything had,right?the times we were together,the times we could be together again..aren't you even sorry??don't you even care??right now,are you okay without me???"
I HATE YOU!!NO MORE SORRY FOR YOU!!!!!U FUCKER!!!U BLOODY HELL!!!!U BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-30T15:54:00.002+08:00

300410..today is JANG WOO YOUNG from 2pm BIRTHDAY!!!woooooo~~haha..WOO YOUNG OPPA!!SARANGHAEYO!!HAHA..LOL..later refidah jealous..haha..now hor,actually posting tiz blog at sch leh..YJY having IT lesson but then..something extra-ordinary happen..haha..lol..i wonda y everyone can open fb but wen i wanna open cannot..wth~~haish..wad a bad luck i had..haish..wanna cry lurhx..JYJ and CF kept on saying w name..haha..ouh ya..wait~~u dunnow hu is W right?!haha..nvm..i make it a secret..haha..no one can ever know abt W haha..lol..but i think almost everyone know already argh..wth~~YJY go tell hafidz then he go tell iskandar..dunnoe if iskandar know wad is he talking abt..haish..wth~~tsktsk..bad YJY..haha..jkjk..lol..ehk..W not in comp lab but then haish..nvm..nvr felt that bad..haha..lol..k lurhx..wanna go home lurhx..but then YJY dun wanna go..haish..if W is here gonna be great man..haha..aiyo..i inlove wif W is it huh??haha..lol...of course not right..i mean lyk he is a teacher n 7 years apart..kindda awkward..yea..lol..argh,,wadeva lurhx..JYJ n CF sabo me!!!wrong person chat..haha..paisey~~haha...lol..wanna chat wif W then chat wif david..haha..too bad..

2010-01-19T14:53:00.002+08:00

190110..i guess i really inlove wif him..argh..dont want!!!wad gonna happen to him..H is the one dat i truly n truly inlove wif..but then..wen i heard the story,i guess i dont inlove wif him again..maybe..argh..i dunnoe wad to do leh..if i got a choice,mayb i will never ever get a chance to be wif him..maybe..argh..i dunnoe wad to choose..

2010-01-18T13:20:00.002+08:00

180110,last fridae..i got cca..yea..cca change to friday again..haish..at first is fridae then change to mondae then change to fridae again..wad the hell..but then yea..SAW HIM!!!woooooooohh~~~haha..continue at home ltr..

2009-09-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

16sept2009,went to wawan's house at tiz date..mama wanna help wawan's mom(which is my aunty lurhx) to bake some cookies for hari raya duhh..hehe..best rite??but that time we were still in the fasting month lurhx..but then hor,i simply boring lurhx..tot went there can see my Zhenghua Secondary School fwens..(from ncc of course!!)but actually i'm sprdpr wrong..haish..wad seyy..not fair at all..hehe..why do i laugh wen it is actually sprdpr not that funny??mayb i turn crazie liao..hehe..kae lurhx..bye..carez..don't be notti..hehe..xoxo..mmuuaahh!!

2009-09-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

080909,today is the day that my second brother went to NS(national service)..it is a sad day for me and my younger brother as we never ever been saparated with him before..hmmmph...tears kept on rolling down my cheecks non-stop..it is forever i'm going to cry??me myself not sure..hmph..gtg..i have no mood to continue about the amazing race that we had juz now..bye..cheeris..carez and bubbie..

2009-09-04T13:33:00.002+08:00

29august2009,I DREAM ABOUT ZE MIN TAN!!!haish...different thing i want,diff ting i gt..argh!!!y do i dream of him??hmmmmmph..i cant relli recall wad had hapen the dream..wad i cn is tat,he HATE me?!!is it for real??is it true?i dnt wanna him to hate me..

2009-09-04T13:23:00.002+08:00

24august2009,just now i wanna came back from imm,i saw my 'boi'fwen n my fwen bf walkin home...*i guess argh..hehe..*i am sprdpr confirm that they did not go for the prayer..haha..hmmmph..at night before went to room to sleep,i had a little chat wif hafizudin juz to wish him slmt berpuase..argh!!!in the afternoon,goin back to home swit home,i saw haziq!!!you know at where i saw him???at my home bus-stop..!at dat time i was on the on the way home..hmmmmph..i tot H.I..hehe..if it was H.I,100% sure i smile wif lots of shy..haha..i am sprdpr perasan..!maybe coz i am sprdpr hartbroken wif ZE MIN TAN..!nvm..!!k argh..dunnoe what to write again..bye..

2009-08-26T16:52:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmmph...boring sia...ncc changed to monday..at last i hand up my art project already..haha..soooo damn difficult..!!!guess what..!juz now hv fire drills at sch..then after tat,i saw him!!!argh!!!no matter what.,i will still remember 140809..it is the most sweetest day i ever had..!!haha..*perasan banyak sangat argh aqu..hehe..*

2009-08-16T03:53:00.000+08:00

ARGH..!!!!!!!!!!!I TOLD ZE MIN AT LAST..HMMMMMPH..I AM SUCH A PAISEY PERSON SIAL..HAISHHH...

2009-08-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

ZE MIN..!!He on9 and chat with me but i never reply him..argh!!!!!!haish...I'm soooo sorry..

2009-08-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

haishh..sorie for not posting up my blog for such a long time..hmmmph..there is half gud n half bad news..i did forget about ZE MIN and i dropped my phone inside the toilet bowl..argh..actually,i didn't did it on purpose..i guess...that is for the bad news..n the gud news is that i am hapie ystrdae..*lol..lame..hehe*

2009-06-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

do i nid to forget him??if yes,can someone tell me why???!!!i can't forget him no matter what happen..but then hor,everytime i wanna forget him,i will remind of him more..walao..missing him...

2009-06-04T22:23:00.026+08:00

all is about Jiro Wang...haha..my no.1 idol..!

2009-06-04T21:31:00.004+08:00

from left;Charlene,Siti,me,and Unni...
this photo is being taken by Charlene as you can see on the photo itself..duhh..the four of us just came back from our live-firing imt..*guess so..haha*the phone that Charlene is holding was not hers..but it is Unni's phone..lol..;D..Guess where do we take this photo..of course it is at the macdonald yew tee..we take it outside the toilet..*not inside hor..*duhh..by looking at the photo know already what..lol..At that time,it is on mondae,1st of june holiodays..at that time also,Arisha told me that there is one the nerdie oso like him..Argh!!!I hope she won't snatch him away from me..plsplspls..i beg you..i love him more than i love anyone is this world..thank you-thank you..Arisha also told me that he threw my pen away..!why did you throw my pen?!!my favourite pen is being thrown away by him..haish..but Dinie told me that he wouldn't do such a stupid thing..Dinie knows him well..but he not very sure if he did really throw or not..*frankly,i don't really understand about it..it's all up to you guys n girls to understand what do i mean or not..*

2009-06-03T15:32:00.000+08:00

2009-06-03T15:30:00.001+08:00

2009-06-03T14:57:00.007+08:00

JIRO WANG!!!he is my favorite idol..not only him lurhx..still got some more...
WU CHUN OR WU ZUN?I OSO DUNNOE..But to me,he cute hor..lol..got one more..
WANNA C AARON PHOTO?TO ME HE IS CUTE LURHX..BUT I DUNNOE Y MY BESTFWEN LIKE HIM SOO MUCH..!HAISSH!!!!!!

2009-06-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

sorie for not posting for such a long time..lol..last wed n thurs,which is on 27 and 28 of may 2009,i gt camp steel which is onli for the part b cadets..at there,gt uss,zss,nvss,scss,rgs n dunnoe wad sch else..lol..lame sey..on that dae hor,i found someone which is cute,charming,handsome,kind-hearted..lol..!i like him soooo much..!!!he is from zss..his name is *cnnt tell eeu..sowie..*the most swit part is that last dae of camp,he knoe tat i like him..he look at me,i look at my fwen..he look at me again,i look at the floor..the third time he look at me,i look at him back..juz glance at him..lol..i made new fwen at there..my new ever fwen is frm :Arisha,Fatin Zuhra,Nga Kei,Dinie Thaqif,Abdullah,Anwar,Hadi,and last but not least,ZE MIN..frm :Farah Adilah,Fatin Fathiah,Farhanah..frm :i only knoe one girl name which is Jasmine..the rest i forget their name..lol..

2009-04-13T17:57:00.002+08:00

8/4/09,
We have outings..!we went to esplanade...were needed to go to the 'dunnoe wad is the name of that auditorium' then were needed to off all the electronic device..while we were on that auditorium,there is a performance or the Sri Warisan group...during they were performing,there is this one guy from that group looks the same lyke didicazli..!i swear and i don't lied..!haha!at first i tot tat the person was really didicazli but then,nearly or almost all og the perfoermance,they were needed to introduced theirselves...i was looking forward if his name was really didicazli or not..!but wen i heard his name,wanna knoe wad is his name?his name is nizam but not didicazli lurhx..!alamak..!i was damn paisey..!i tot his name is didicazli coz if it is didicazli,i wanna take photo wif him coz i am his number 1 fan..!*i knoe tat i am soo damn perasan..haha..lol*urgh..!paisey dude..

2009-03-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

on 28/03/2009,our unity ncc cadet hv a PDS(or FDS i oso dunnoe) competition...to me,it was damn fun!coz have ehem-ehem..hehe..lol..his drill was damn awesome..!hehe..i love him soooo much!!!!!!!

2009-03-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

at last,my feeling towards him have been revealed...thanx unni for helping me to tell him...hehe..!but i wonder y ******* alwaes disturb people relationship?trying to make people jealous huh.?!but not me..!she cannot make me jealous...once i cannot control my emotions,i swear that my five finger will reach her face...and oso,im waiting for tat dae...btw,i love ****!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-26T21:51:00.001+08:00

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2009-03-26T21:42:00.003+08:00

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2009-03-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

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2009-03-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

on 23/3/2009,
stupid lurhx.!Get caught by teacher.!Urghh.!After tat,got plae games...i play floorball games..My group vs Joshua's group..but then hor,my group slack sia.!haha..lol.!me n joshua fighting again but tiz time hor,it gonna be foreva n eva n eva.!lyke i care lyke tat about the fighting..

my group is a slacker group sia..!!!!!!

2008-10-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

Today i nvr skool juz coz of the promotion dae...so good rite...????? but todae is oso a sad dae for me n muii famili...my first bro(along) went to taiwan for army...haizzz for 1 month...hmmmm...y todae so qian argh the dae...

2008-10-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

yesh...! at last todae is the last exam... haizzzz... everyone knoe already their math result... haizzz... y i dun wanna knoe my math result..? wwwwwwwwhhhhhyyy..??

2008-09-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

hello...sowie if long time nvr update my profile...i kindda sowie but i dunnoe wat to do...now tat i update some news..,it means i regain my password...hahax...i forget my password for about 2-3 months sey...haizzz...to those hu tink tat i still wif my old blog..,juz dream...

wat happened in school

2008-07-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

school very lame...my english teacher tat kind sey but if class is making sooo much noise,he confirm become veryyy the madddddd!!!! haha....